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 we are normal human. we have family. commitments. loans. kids. sometimes i just ponder. why we keep doing mistakes? is it nature? is it Qada' and Qadar? is it has been planned from Allah? is it because of our weak Iman? we rush in making decision. we dont think hardly. end up we regret it. but we cant change it. we keep thinking. overthinking. overstressed. phase of life isn't it? why am i like this? i can't stop blaming myself. crying. regrets. hopeless. lost. Only Allah knows. the move on phase. to gulp down all the bitterness. we are all same. struggle to live. am i in a right place now? am i happy? am i giving myself to the fullest? Oh Allah, please guide me. to a better way. to a better person. InshaAllah.